YSaturday, December 24, 2005
i cant imagine how bleak being in this house, this room, this place can be.
but then again, alike life.. it is a contradiction. this world can be a better place.
[as said by, Corina]
i can be hurt by all the devastations in life and bleed by all the disapointments and heartaches..
but there are still others out there who hurt deeper without wanting to be hurt..
like you..whose "racing the race" and yet, with the greatness of optimism and belief that u have..u amaze me.
u make me think of the point in not appreciating life.
this world can be too cruel..BUT living in it in a different spectrum, different light..
can actually make u love living in tis cruel place.
even people like Cher in "Clueless" are not fully contented with all the money, the body, the wardrobe, and all the attention that she get in school. she is still also lonely and discontented..so..i am not alone.
but then again, it's a movie that im relating to.wth.
the chappy and winding road that we are all on are gona end one fine day..
it may or may not be soon..but who the hell cares yet again?
your fate may be stated and ur battles with life may be daunting you..
but u have the people who care fer u [whether or not u are aware]..
n someone who loves you..
there's nothing spooky either in being the lurker or in preferring the night..the shyts during the day are just too visible for the naked eye.
this ostentious road is one that is very unpredictable and difficile..
and i decide to hop on and take the challenge.
people may bring me down and so will there be the presence of other vicissitudes..
but im gona hold on to it..telling myself- "there are others doing worst and their strong"
to corina- you are strong..and your beauty surrounds u..
_callous_ was here with you at
